Over night leave.

Last over night stop out turned into a total disaster, but I have had some thinking time back at the ward and I think I am ready to give it another shot. I hate that place so much, although my feelings are still there, and pretty high, I don't care I just need to get out of that place. I would never advise anybody to get them so mentally unstable that they need to go into a hospital because I swear to god this place has made me worse. They stole everything; my freedom, my control, and most importantly, my identity.