It's not like you to walk away in the middle of a song.

The thoughts are still there, the feelings are still there. I just so badly want to do something again, but stay quiet this time. Nobody will know, right? The only thing stopping me is the people who care about me. I don't want to hurt people anymore, I've hurt them enough. Just because I'm hurting doesn't mean I should make everybody else feel the same. But you have no idea how hard this is, how hard it is to sit here and watch the world go by thinking "I don't belong here".