All that I'm after is a life full of laughter.

I feel like I'm a million miles away from myself, more and more these days. I've been down so many open roads, but they never lead me home, and now I just don't know. I just don't know who I really am, how it's going to be, is there something that I can't see? I want to understand, maybe I will never be who I was before, maybe I don't even know them anymore, or maybe who I am today isn't so far from yesterday, can I find a way to be, every part of me?