It's hard but we can all do it. :)

Recovery is one of the hardest things you will ever do, you have no idea how difficult it is. You live your life in one way for so long doing the same things daily and then one day you realise you have to change it. You can't live yourl life this way anymore, and you don't necessarily want to either. It seems easy when you think about it.. "Recovery, hey! I can do that." but when you start to need the things you can't have, that's when it gets really difficult. You will cry everyday wishing you could go back, knowing you could turn around any minute but as much as you want you, you don't because you know you've came so far. You don't want to ruin it and have to start over again, but at the same time that one little cut, one little drink, just one mega binge and purge might just help you out along the way.. Now, let's be fair. No recovery is perfect. You're bound to have relapses but if that does happen, don't think you've failed because you haven't. You can do this, I have faith in you all. <3<3