I am a fighter not a failure! I CAN DO THISSS

I am relapsing and things are getting bad. Not worse than before, just the way they used to be but a little easier. Most people would look on this as a bad thing, and usually so would I.. But I believe that everything happens for a reason and my slip up is happening to make me realise what I will have in the future. Am I going to give up the fight? Am I balls! I am here to win. I am a fighter not a failure and one day I will make it through the end of the tunnel and I will be able to say "I have been through hell and made it back!" YEAH MAN