You think you know me but you don't. Nobody does, and nobody ever will.

Its hard to pretend to be happy sometimes. Sometimes you just want to explode and let the world know how you feel, but then you think about it for a second and know its better not to tell people that your not happy and that somethings wrong because when people ask you "are you okay" they don't really mean it. Its like saying hello, you just say it as part of a greeting. If someone was to ask me if I was okay, and I was to say no, what then? They'll ask you whats wrong, but they won't care. Really they'll just sink back into their own little world and expect you to blabber about stuff they couldn't care less about. Its the same with psychiatrists only a little different because they don't switch off, they want to but they don't because they can't because their paid to listen. Truth is they couldn't give a flying fuck about you, their just counting down the hours on the clock until their finishing time, thats all they care about. When they finish work, their family and money. To them your just another person they see, sometimes they won't even remember who you are until they look in your folder.. If your new going to see a psychiatrist don't expect alot because chances are they will let you down.