& I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal. I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming. Am I too lost to be saved?

You're problem is you're problem alone, not mine.

I don't care if you know this is aimed at you, but I just want to make it clear to everyone even though your the only person complaining. This is MY blog, not yours. I can write what I want in it. If it offends you, thats your problem not mine. Nobodys making you read it. 

Eating Disorder Poem - Don't Ever Quit.. Please read and comment (:

When you've eaten too much and you can't write it down, and you feel like the biggest failure in town.
When you want to give up just because you gave in, and forget all about being healthy and thin.
So what! You went over your points a bit, it's your next move that counts... So don't you quit!
It's a moment of truth, it's an attitude change. It's learning the skills to get back in your range. 
It's telling yourself "youve done great up till now. You can take on this challenge and beat it some how."    
It's part of your journey towards reaching your goal. You're still going to make it, just stay in control.
To stumble and fall is not a disgrace, if you summon the will to get back in the race. 
But, often the struggelers, when loosing their grip, just throw in the towel and continue to slip.
And learn too late when the damage is done, that the race wasn't over... They still could have won.
Lifestyle change can be awkward and slow, but facing each challenge will help you to grow. 
Success is failure turned inside out, the silver tint in a cloud of doubt. 
When you're pushing to the brink, just refuse to submit, if you bite it, you write it but don't EVER quit!   
 

"In order to succeed you must proceed."

What would you do right now if you knew that everything today would turn out perfectly? What project would you start, what person would you talk to, what problem would you tackle if you could be assured of success?
Is their anything you're putting off because you're afraid of failure? Is their anyone your avoiding because you're afraid of what they might say or think?
There is no gurantee of success. But there is a gurantee that if you never go for it, you'll never have it. And even in the failed attempts, you'll learn and grow. Their is no gurantee that other people will think highly of all you say and do. But that's their problem.
Do you believe in the worth of your own persuits? If so, then what could possibly prevent you from following them? If you're looking for a sure thing, then heres one -- everything you achieve will come only from the things you attempt. In order to succeed, you must proceed. Today is a great day to start.

It comes down to a simple question: what do you want out of life, and what are you willing to do to get it?

One definition of insanity is: Doing the same thing again and again and expecting a different result.

I wake up every day with the realization that this is it, that there's only one shot at this life and I can either enjoy the ride and live it to its fullest and to my highest potential or I can stay the way I am.